AHHHHHHH!!!

Well today is the day...I found my first official GRAY HAIR!!! I thought in the past a few times that I had found one but after I pulled it out I realized that it was just a blonde hi-lite and not an actual gray but today that wasn't the case. It was gray. It was right in the center of my head, thank goodness it wasn't that crazy wiry kind. It was brown from the bottom up half way and then just gray from there to the root. I feel most people dread this stage but honestly, I really don't care. I'll be the BIG 3-0 this year and I'm finally just feeling my age. I mean isn't gray hair suppose to make you more mature and distinguished, who doesn't need that? ;o) This is probably the first year in my life that I have actually felt my age. Isn't funny how when you are young you want to be older and when you are older you just want to be young. Well that was the story of my life until recently. I think my kids have just sucked out every bit of energy I had and now I feel 30. I mean just last year Jason and I were talking about how we felt like we had just graduated HS but it was really 10 years ago or more. Well I guess it's good to know that I still don't look 30 b/c last night when I was at Wal-Mart I purchased some sparklers and I got carded. Then when I showed her my ID and she was like," OMG, I can't believe you are even 20 much less almost 30." Though I finally feel 30 I guess it's nice to hear that I don't look it. So even though I thought I'd write this down(blog it), finding a gray hair isn't that big a deal but it is the first of what's to come.