Hi and Bye...(a venting blog)

These words seems to be about the only ones that Jason and I(and the kids) speak to each other lately. Now that school is in and with football season starting, he's a BUUUUSY guy. So again I'm left feeling as if I'm a single parent. I know that soon enough it will be over and that in the end it will all be worth it. But as my days are full of things that seem to make me a little frazzled, it would be nice to have someone here to be frazzled with. I know that Jason doesn't understand this and seems quite confused by my emotions most of the time.

I'll admit that I can be an emotional roller coaster and that I'm hard to read, I guess. I mean, to me, I make sense but after 5 years of marriage and he still doesn't get me then I must not be as easy to read as I thought. But anyway, I was just going to say that Jason had a month long break between his last semester and this one that just started last Wed. and oh boy was I sooo ready for him to go back to school. I mean a whole month and spending every day together, well it's a bit much for the two of us. So I guess along with not being easy to read I'm also a hard person to please because now I'm sad that he's gone and that the kids and I don't see him enough. Though I make it sound like OH PITY ME, I do very much enjoy Jason cheering and of course going to school. I like watching him and going to the games. I did encourage him to cheer here for ECU because this is pretty much his last chance to do so. But I will be glad when it is over in Dec. Last year he cheered football and basketball season but this year it will only be football b/c he will be starting his rotations in Jan. which will interfere with basketball season. But basketball season around here isn't anything compared to ECU Football. There's a LOT of ECU Football Pride around here, that's why it is sooo much fun to be a part of.

So this is what Jason's week consist of :
Sun: Church 1-4pm and occas. cheer practice/meeting
Mon: Class 10am-5pm
Tues: Team Workout 6-7am, Class 8-5, Prac.630-930
Wed: Class 8am-2pm, Church meeting 8-10pm
Thurs: Team Wrkout 6-7am, Class 8-430, Prac 630-930
Fri: Class 8am-2pm
Sat: Game Day 9am-ish to maybe like 4pm-ish


And if he isn't doing any of that, then he's studying. So see why I say I feel like a single parent. I can't wait for the days that it's **kiss, kiss** bye sweetie until 5pm and then he is home and he is OURS!!! Though I'm not sure if it will ever be like that b/c Jason is such a busy body. Well I know that there are others that have it worse than me, like families who have someone who is a doctor or serving our country so I'll shut up about it but I just needed a small venting session. AHHHHHH!!! I feel MUCH better now so thanks for listening.